>I've been stalked irl, for 7 years now, they involve more people too
>nothing I can do as it's not like they're showing at our complex, or sending death threats but the extent and the amnt of people involved is sickening, clearly still malicious intentions
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>it's just insane to me the extent and depth
>like I don't even know what to say or think.
>it's very much too late, I can't do things differently and my presence is already implanted
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>it just sucks the way life has led
>what I don't get is why, why these people have such a warped perspective on someone they knew at 11 and how it has led into adulthood and why people care so much when someone has numbers attached to them. stop trying to prove something you're not special cuz of me, infact you're horrible. the fact these people disappear from my memory and yet I haven't from there's after all this time..
>all my life I wanted to stay secluded and be that forgettable background character. just grant me that one thing, and forget my existence, you don't know or even "knew" *me* no matter how much you want to say or believe it
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>this can't affect anything & I'm moving country soon so I just felt like getting this off my chest. it's honestly a suppressed thought I keep at the back of my mind, only reason I'm thinking bout it is I'm reading old dms, I think my mind tries to protect itself and suppresses alot of stuff
>which idk if that's good but can you please stop the almost year long dissociation brain, thanks!
>can't believe I spent an ENTIRE hour writing this being awake for 19 hours